Friday, July 04, 2008

If you have nothing nice to write, hit delete

My posts have been a little infrequent as of late. It's not Little Elvis' fault -- he's still doing lots of super cute and adorable things. OK, last week was a little his fault, he decided to change his nap schedule and made for a rough few days.

The lack of posts is all me. I've been in a mood for the past few weeks and when I attempt to write anything, only negative stuff comes out. I tried just writing and then deleting. But hitting the delete button only managed to delete my words, not my mood.

Since the writing and deleting didn't work, I tried ignoring my mood. Even when I'm very foul, Little Elvis can make me smile.

But it hasn't really gone away. Stuff happens. And I need to accept it.

On top of my foul mood, I've gained weight. These are probably connected.

So, I'm starting a new exercise routine -- unbelievabley awful allergies, headaches, exhaustion and mood be damned.

Hopefully it will help lighten up my mood, as well as my body.

In the meantime, look at that sweet face. He was trying to smile for me, and I had the camera set on some setting that took forever before it clicked. Those are some pretty eyelids, though, aren't they?

5 Comments:

Blogger Ann(ie) said...

I am in the same place. Foul mood, headaches AND weight gain. I've gotta make some changes, too even though I hate ever minute of dieting. ug. GODSPEED girlie. We'll support each other. Hope you guys and your precious munchkin had a fabulous 4th!!

3:48 AM  
Blogger Marla said...

Lordy he is cute!

Yup, I know what you mean too. Especially with weight. Since my surgery I have put it on just like the doctor said would happen. Suddenly I have to eat like someone after 40 and it sucks. I am in some sort of angry mode about it. It will pass.

You are beautiful! If you just can't kick it don't hesitate to get help. I am on an antidepressant and it helps me a lot. I don't know if you are talking about being that way but know you are not alone if so. Hugs!

9:10 AM  
Blogger Kristi said...

I find writing while I'm in a bad mood really cathartic. Don't worry-we won't mind reading a not-so-happy post. It doesn't make you a bad mom or a bad blogger to do it. It makes you human!

12:30 PM  
Blogger mpotter said...

ugh. i'm sorry about the mood. i hope the exercise will help.

you can be ugly in your blog from time to time, though. you may need to vent.

go watch some of your music videos. that'll surely cheer you up.

good luck.

9:47 PM  
Blogger Jennifer said...

i know i have been where you are. :) remember my post the other day... although it may not be Little Elvis that is driving you NUTS like it was my kids that day... things happen, we get grumpy... it happens to all of us. :)

I think if you posted about it.. you would get a lot of comments and support and it would let you know that you are so not alone in this... we all go through having bad days. :)

Hang in there sweet, and know that it will get better... and weight gain is something you can get a handle on and even if you don't... please don't let that determine whether you are happy or not... it isn't worth it... seriously. I know this is easier said then done... I do... as I'm sitting here typing to you 30 + lbs over what I'd like to weigh.

hang in there!! keep looking at that beautiful baby you have... that will surely put a smile on your face... but when you need some extra shoulder to lean on or some where to vent this is the place... or you can alwys email me privately... I'm always here to listen!!

xoxoxo HUGS!!!!

4:25 PM  

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